Just live the moment,
for you can never tell when it's gonna end.
It's summer now, and it's natural to miss a lot of things. I miss my best friends, friends, classmates . . . teachers? Lessons? And it's okay. We've been with them throughout most of the year, and it's gonna take some time not being with them for the summer. But when someone actually cries over these things, now that's just irritating.
Let's say I have a classmate named Alex. And I say, "I miss you Alex!" and cry? -.- Before you get too overly dramatic (too na nga, overly pa. Haha!) about it, think of those who had to say goodbye to someone close to them, knowing full well that they might never see each other again. Yes, there may be Facebook and the like, but actually having them next to you, that's never going to happen. Think of those who woke up one day only to find their loved one gone, either dead or moved away without warning, it's still going to hurt a lot. Think of those relationships, friendship or otherwise, that had gotten broken over some silly thing. They might see each other everyday normally, but not having them there beside you is a thought almost too much to bear.
And then you, crying over the fact that you won't get to see them for two and a half months when you're going to see them again for the rest of the freaking year, it's just pathetic.
Yep, NYSTESC. It helped me realize loads of things. My satrapemates . . . We're all right here in the Philippines, but still a hundred miles away from each other. And most of them are from Mindanao and Visayas, and my buddy lives in Isabela and that's still far. And I won't get to be in CAMP next year, so I really wouldn't see them. :(( Ugh that depresses me now.
Okay, this is just me being random and emotional now. Chow
Labels: rant
Thursday, April 21, 2011
5:36 AM