AWESOMENESS in the HOUSE!
the era of awesomeness has begun.Nostalgia
It's scary. It's scary to realize that next week will be the last academic week of school, the last week we get to learn lessons. That the week after that, we will be taking our final quarterly exams of the school year. That after the exams, a month from now, we will celebrate the last day in school and say goodbye to our current classmates. And that after the summer, my batchmates and I will be the seniors of the school, starting our last year in our high school adventure. And one year and one month from now, we are going to graduate. Then, we'll all be off to college in different schools and meeting new people.
When I'm feeling nostalgic (which is always) I often ask myself, "Who was I a year ago?" Well a year ago I was still a sophomore, at the top of the world and thought no one was going to beat me at my game. My grades were getting better and better, they were not yet together (and I'd never thought they'd be), and the people I love were still within my reach.
And now I'm wishing I could rewind my life to that time, that time when I was high above the clouds. I wanna go back to one year ago, or maybe four months ago, or maybe even just last month. I don't wanna face the present. I was happy back then. Now, I am not. I don't know if I'll be as jolly as I was six months ago. Sigh. Oh well. Acceptance is the key. :(
And then after asking myself that question, I ask another one: "Who am I going to be a year from now?" I mean really, I'm curious to know what's going to happen to me. . . . I miss what my life was a year ago, but I know inside me that next year when I look back again, I am going to miss who I am right now. Haha, I guess I can never be contented with my life permanently. But hey, who is, eh?
I thought 2010 was going to be a happy year, a year full of surprises and enjoyments. Oh there were a lot of surprises, all right. :) Just not very good ones. And I've just come to realize that I've cried the most number of times at school this school year. Reasons were always varied, but yes, I always cried. People always said, junior year was going to be stressing but I did not take that warning very seriously. And now as I'm looking back I realized that there hadn't been any more time when stressful events came into my life. But in the end I am glad :D
In all honesty, and I know a lot will agree with me here when I say that when I learned that I was in Mirabello, I was completely devastated. Well, first because there weren't a lot of Faenza people there, more Marignano peeps, most of whom I have become close with, including Michelle and Hanna. :D Also there were a lot of Castel Mansters. Yes, I know, I am discriminating that way. :P But it turned out that they were the life of our class. And I certainly never thought we'd win in that first contest! :D After that my perspective started to change, so yeah. :))
There was also the fact that I've been invited to participate for out-of-school activities this year. . . . Like the speech choir and parliamentary procedures and robotics and everything. . . . I could not have asked for more! Although I was still harboring hurt from last school year's Genetics Camp and this year's Student Leaders' Assembly. . . . But all the same, I feel really lucky! :)
I've got more galas with my friends! :)) And I've also got more friends! :D:D Plus I have read more books and watched more movies, including Harry Potter! Did you know I only read that this year? :)) Yes I think so, I mentioned it in one of my previous posts. ;) More guys to have crushes on! Yeah, that last part was the best. =))
Oh, well. It's sad to think it's gonna end soon, though. . . .
Thursday, February 24, 2011
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My name is Denise Soriano. IV-Chofu, ESC Committee Head on Discipline, Managing Editor (Administrative) of Echoes, YES member and PSYSC affiliate. Weeeee!
You alone should define who you are. Don't let anyone tell you who you should be or what you should do when you what's best for you.
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