Goodbyes and a surprise
"It is a strange thing, but when you are dreading something, and would give anything to slow down time, it has a disobliging habit of speeding up." - J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
What I would give to bring it all back . . . To bring back our sophomore year, when she was still with us, and her departure was still so far away . . . When we were still enjoying every moment we had with her. . . . But of course, time is one of those things we can never bring back, but can only cherish. And time had unfortunately come for us last Friday, when Louise left the school forever. (Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating about forever, but all the same, for a long time.) Almost all of us had said goodbye to her, and seeing her go was one of the hardest things I've ever done. After she left, I cried even more, unable to believe what was happening. Even when I came home that day, at night, I shed some more tears. Well, until my parents came home. Haha :)
Sorry for all of that drama, even in the writing. :D Dunno, just tried :)) Been reading Harry Potter way too much, but I don't care :)) But really though, I'm really sad that Louise is gone and we won't be able to see her anymore . . . But then, life goes on. And as it goes on, we'll be able to see her again :) So there's no point in being depressed, because also, thanks to Facebook and Skype and whatnot, we're still going to be in touch with her. In fact, she's already updated her account and said that she's already in Canada. Hope you have a good one, Louise! :D
And I'm sorry for you, whoever you are, who is constantly reading my blogs, though I doubt there even is one. My last blog post was on January 21, and that was before foundation week. I actually started making a blog about that, but I've been too lazy to finish, and now I am weeks too late. Then there was another one about, well, that thing I'd been dreading, and I was too depressed to blog about that at that time, but don't worry, this is actually what most of this post is going to be about. XD Then another one, about my first time at SM with my friends (well, Michelle and Hanna XD) and our awesome adventures there. :)) But again, I'd been too lazy doing, well, nothing. But today I am determined. So you better get ready for a long one. :))
Imagine who you were a year ago. What you looked like, what you were imagining yourself to be, how you were feeling, who you were in love with, and all those other things. And look at the times now. You've made new friends, cried more tears, learned more stuff, and, now, at this very moment, you are worried/nervous/excited/preparing for prom. I mean seriously, a year ago I wouldn't have given this a second thought. I was always thinking that this was still a year away, and there was nothing yet to worry about. But look now! Last week I even cried because of THIS. O_O I've been having mood swings of the things that are happening. . . . See how much a single year can change? Time is so precious, eh?
Hmm. This blog didn't take as long as I expected. Phew :D By the way, it's our retreat tomorrow. It's an overnight stay, and Betina is my roommate for the night. Hahaha. :)) Wish us luck! :D Hey, I might even blog about it if it's really interesting. XD
So lay me down, tell me what I wanna hear. Take me down, there's nobody else I'd rather be with. I wanna wake up in your arms.
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Monday, February 7, 2011
2:01 AM