AWESOMENESS in the HOUSE!

Chattering Away

We have no classes today . . . Darn. It's been two days. Yesterday I woke up late so it's okay, but today I woke up at like 4:30 in the morning, ate breakfast, took a shower and put on my uniform so excitedly, only to find out that our governor suspended all classes in Laguna! There had been a confusion 'cause when we called school they said that sister said there are classes in all levels . . . Several minutes later they announce that classes are cancelled. Wew!! I'm happy because we can rest again, but I'm sad as well because, well, I'm missing my peeps.


Speaking of missing my peeps, I'll tell you about Missing Person # 1 and Missing Person # 2. Now this MP#1, I haven't talked to her in a while, as in summer pa, and last night, she went online. I've been seeing her online every now and then this school year (pero seldom lang) but I've never chatted with her. I don't text her because I don't know her number. I admit nasaktan ako, but last night I had the courage to finally talk to her. And man do I miss her. I regret a lot of things . . . I wish I could talk to her again . . . especially since our conversation was cut because I got disconnected . . . Tsk!!!

This MP#2 though, I dunno, before we'd be talking to each other regularly . . . But now . . . Maybe it's because we're both busy. But there's just no time anymore. I mean, every time I try to talk to her and share something about my life, but it 'just so happens' that she's about to leave. Maybe it's really like that, maybe she's telling the truth. And the truth is that, she doesn't have time for ME. She doesn't even remember to say hi to me or to my wall. So, if you want it that way, then fine. I don't have time for you either.


Last week had been such a busy week, if you might have noticed, because I didn't blog . . . That happens often now, doesn't it? I'm sorry for that :( Just a quick update, Monday we had a chorale practice for the doxology for the Rock-Kalikasan; Tuesday I presented my proposed projects for the school year with the ESC (and I'm proud to say I got 6 approved!); Wednesday was the continuation of the Action Plan Presentation from the other Committee Heads; Thursday I landed as an extra for Jamsy and her group's Physics project. Friday was the Rock-Kalikasan, but I didn't get to see much O_O We (chorale) sang Paraiso though! Hehehe! :))


I've been meaning to make a song, but I just couldn't find the right words. I already have a nice melody going, but the words . . . they need to be perfect, since this is the first time I'm going to write again :) Ok share. Hahaha. I wish I could share my compositions with you, but I'm too shy. :P


I'm finally in this state where, I'm still friends with this guy and acting all fine with him, and yet, he doesn't know how hard I fell for him. Take note: FELL. Yes I've moved on now and actually I have moved on since July 8 :P Hahahahaha. It's still weird every time I see 'him' and 'his girl' . . . But I don't feel any resentment or pain or even jealousy anymore. It's just weird when I see them together. But do I want to kill either of them? Not really, no . . . I don't even complain about them to my best friends anymore. I'm just letting them be. I'm proud of myself because after 6 months I can finally say TRUTHFULLY that I have moved on. I still love him though. But not like that. :>


Oct. 22-26, Nov. 4-9, and Dec. 3-4 . . . I really really really hope that these dates would push through! I need a break from school :)) I know these'll be school-related, but they're also a getaway! Lord, please! Wahahahaha! :D


I miss being a junior again. Seemed less stressful. And it is. -.- Plus loko-loko pa ako nung taong yun :)) Really, I did a lot of things that year that I know I can't do anymore this year greatly because I'm an officer. Darn :)) I like this life too, don't get me wrong, but I wish I could have more laughs like last year, or maybe people torturing me like Margie and Nica . . . Hahaha. :)) I miss how they do that, because no matter how they try to annoy me (like messing with my bag), I couldn't get seriously mad at them. I don't think many people can do that to me. :)) Ako na feeling. :))

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