AWESOMENESS in the HOUSE!
the era of awesomeness has begun.Pissed
News flash: I am not gonna study in Mapua anymore in college. Why? I might just drop out. :)) If I enroll there, a lotta money will wasted. I mean, a lot, and really wasted. And of course I won't let my parents waste money on me, because I am not a waste. I am not crap - even if that's how you make me feel everyday. :PPP
And now I have no idea where to go. :)) If I say La Salle, my mom's gonna insist that I study at DLSC which is near CDBS, which is really suckish. I hate being near my previous school when I go to college. That's so . . . Eeew. :)) No offense to certain people out there. It's just how I feel. I want to be far away from my school in high school when I go to college so that I could really start a new life. And how is that gonna happen now if I enroll in DLSC, or even in Malayan? Daaaaamn. No way am I going to study there!!
I wanna go far away. I want to escape! And then come back when I get bored in my escape hatch. :))
I've been very hot-headed lately. Haven't you noticed? If you haven't noticed, it's either we don't see each other everyday, or you're not really my friend. :)) But yeah. This week, it was like everything pissed me off. Well, at least except those things that made me happy, but only for a while. Then I get pissed again. I'm even pissed right now. And in the classroom earlier while we were having a quiz and the whole class was noisy, I was very, very pissed because I couldn't think straight because of the noise. Damn you all.
And that's one more thing: I couldn't think straight this past week. I guess it's because of the fact that everything pissed me off. And I couldn't calm down right away. *sigh* I wish I knew what it is that made me feel better. Because I thought I knew what would but apparently I was wrong. I was VERY wrong. *sigh again* Stupid people. I hate you.
I still couldn't get over that thing that really pissed me off earlier today. I was really insulted back there. And I'm not one to forget. I still remember the feeling, and I'm going to remember that feeling forever. Seriously, that was the most annoying thing anyone could ever say to me. I felt so stupid. And by stupid I mean dumb. Noobish. Suckish. Like working with me is the worst thing someone could ever do. Like everyone else was so much better than me. Like I had no worth to anyone.
Remembering it makes me even angrier, because, if I did that to you, wouldn't you feel the same way? I mean, unless, of course, you don't have a heart, and I feel like you really don't have one.
*SIGH* I'm really sorry to all those who actually give a damn about this blog. I just really needed to let it all out.
Friday, November 26, 2010
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My name is Denise Soriano. IV-Chofu, ESC Committee Head on Discipline, Managing Editor (Administrative) of Echoes, YES member and PSYSC affiliate. Weeeee!
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