AWESOMENESS in the HOUSE!

It really hurts.

I just found out something. Well, it isn't confirmed to me yet, but . . . it's the same. I don't know - how could I be so effin' stupid?! Thinking he likes me . . . God! Why?! Why the hell did I ever think that? Umasa ako. I'm really stupid. T_T I guess I was given the impression that he did, when truly he's just like that and nothing more. I'm just another girl to him. I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale. I'm not the one you'll sweep off her sweet, lead her up the stairwell. :( *sigh* :)) I'm being dramatic again. Whew. He broke my heart twice. :( Then at first I thought I could move on (yes moving on is really hard for me), but there was this little part inside of my heart that was really attracted to him . . . Liking the moments where he . . . *sigh* again. I'll stop at that part. Tsk. I couldn't believe myself. How could he ever like me? No one would ever like me. He broke my hopes and dreams yet again. Why is he like that? Yet, when Monday comes and we see each other again, I'll forget these things like nothing ever happened. But something did happen. He hurt me. It really hurts! :(( Did I actually love him? I haven't felt this strongly about someone before. [ And by someone, I mean _____ :)) ] But yeah, I didn't feel this way. The last time I did with . . . was never. *sigh* Am I just really number two? x It sucks to be the second always. :(

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