volcano on the balcony!

A splashful day

HHHHHHHHyyyyyyypeeeeeeeerr today!! So many things happening. Yesterday we had another practice in SRE2. In the morning we had a pictorial with our costumes (of course, duh). That was very fun! Ohhhh! Before that we had a shooting for our first commercial. That was epic. Haha. XDXD After that was the very cool pictorial. x] After the pictorial we changed clothes. Hanna and I ate some spaghetti and brownies prepared by Patrick Ilao, and then we headed off to Paseo. Crossed the road again. :))) Went to Shakey's, but seeing that Christine, Hanna and Vielka were almost finished, Hanna and I went to another restaurant.

PANCAKE HOUSE

Heck yeah, we ate at pancake house! :)) Just Hanna and I. I ordered tacos and it was funny, the way I ate. Yeah, yeah. :)) Oh, and we ordered frozen yogurt, with mango as our topping. It was my very first time to eat such thing. :)) After waiting for the bill (which took longer than it should have), we headed straight to Starbucks, where Millare and DM and Francis were waiting . . . Oops, sorry, wrong people. :)) But we really did see them there. :D And then we went upstairs, and we found the three again. XD

LAUGH AND LOVE MOMENTS :)

We were all so hyper in Starbucks. We didn't know why. :)) I was laughing so hard. Probably because it felt good to bond with my best friends. :) Well, not all of them because two were away, but at least it was still fun. :D And then we headed to Yellow Cab to see Michelle (and pee). XDXD But the CR was broken, so we moved to find another one. Hanna and I went inside Shakey's just to pee there. =)) It was so rebellious. =)) But Christine, Jonina and Vielka went to the CR near National Book Store so we still waited for them. When they came, we all crossed the street to the other side. \m/ Woooooooooooo! Then we said goodbye because they were going to SRE1. Awwww!!

WHAT TO DO NOW?

We were suuuper late. :)))) We saw Sean just arrived there, and Raffy left, and Keanu and William were already swimming, and Nica was just soaking wet. :)) Apparently the two guys splashed water at her and so she became wet. :)) While waiting for the others (a.k.a. Timoy and company), Hanna and I and the rest were just sitting there. Then Keanu came and started hugging her! Well, it wasn't hug so much as torture. :)))) Poor Hanna. =)) We took some candid shots and did other fun stuff . . . then we started shooting. Pew! Pew! Pew! =))

SHOOTING

Some (just a few - seriously, just a few) changed into their swimming outfits. And then we started shooting. Girls first. The first take was very awkward - and very fake. =)) But the second shooting . . . well, that was kind of unexpected. I mean, yeah, it was scripted, but, you know. :)) And then they started shooting the guys, then both. With someone. :)) Well, that was funny. =)) After that we changed clothes and freshened up. And the shooting was done!

WALANG FRIEND

In the end, I was left all alone. Hahaha. :)) I'm too lazy to tell you the details about it, but don't worry, it wasn't much. I just became a loner for about 30 minutes. :))

Labels: journal, Mirabello

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

3:43 AM

Everyone was so bitter today, I couldn't enjoy my moment. :))

Wow. A lotta interesting things happening to me, huh? Because I'm blogging more frequently than I have been in the past weeks. Cool. I'm back. :D

Anyway, today we had practices for English in Sta. Rosa Estates 2. I arrived an hour late, even though I told the others that I'll be leaving the house about fifteen minutes before the said time of practice. :)) But it was okay since not a lot were still there anyway.

After a few more started coming, we did a quick run-through of our scripts. Then Paige, Margie, Pambid, Chelsea, Nica and Kyle went to Sta. Rosa Village 2 for a part of the show. I won't tell it here yet so it'll be a surprise. XD Astrid, Karla, Krista and I were supposed to go too but we didn't. So we headed to 7/11 and bought snacks. Michelle and Reg came from Japanese class, and then we walked to Paseo for some lunch. We were laughing because it felt like we were just one group walking for a stroll or something . . . :)) And then we went inside Shakey's, and we had a really hard time just ordering pizza. :)) Seriously. We didn't know which flavor and which size to choose. We even computed for it. :)) After ordering, Hanna came. Then we came up with a name for us: "Demikarehastarid." \m/ :))))) Funny. And then Paige and Margie and the others came back from SRV2, but we were already finished eating, so we left ahead of them. Oh by the way, Jay, Jovielle, Jaro and Djyrin ate at Red Ribbon, which was just across Shakey's. Jay and Hanna were funny. =))

And then we went back to 7-11 because Reg and Michelle bought drinks. Oh, Sam came with us, by the way. I think she came from chorale practice. We took a few pictures. XD And then we started to walk back to SRE2. It was a long walk, man. :)) We hung out at the clubhouse while waiting for the others. When they came, we started with the project. We started shooting for a segment of our news. I won't tell this one yet, either. XD For that shooting, we did three takes. :))) Then after that we went to Patrick's house for another dry-run of our scripts, but with more people this time.

After that, we were all kinda just chilling. :)) Then I went with Hanna to the CR in the clubhouse, and Michelle and Margie followed us. Hanna and I walked to the mini-playground and started to swing. Hanna went to the lower one, and I, of course, went to the higher one . . . But it was a total fail. Michelle had to push me so that I could enjoy. =)) And then we all started taking turns in the swing, the pony, and, um, the little ride for four persons. :)) And we spent about I think half an hour just playing there and laughing so very hysterically. It took so long that when we came back to Ilao's house they actually thought we already went to Starbucks for snacks. :))

Hair effect on one certain classmate out there . . . I can't wait for them to see ya, man! :)) XD

At 4PM Michelle, Hanna, Margie and I left SRE2 and headed back to Paseo. We ordered at Starbucks, and talked about, um, stuff. Weeeeee. :) And I was suddenly happy! x] =)) I was even drooling there. :)) =))))) We left at about 6PM and we left Hanna there. Aww! :P

That last part right there. That was what mattered to me today. I don't care about the rest. =)) Kidding. Haha.

I want to say more (as usual) but you've caught on in my life so I can't say anything else. :P Maybe tomorrow.

Oh! Tomorrow, we're going Christmas shopping! We'll be riding the LRT and MRT again. I won't say where we're going, but if you do, just don't say it to anyone else. :)))) Wew. I currently have 26 people on my list to give gifts to, and that doesn't include the teachers yet. :)) Oh, another one added. Nice Facebook stat. Hahaha. :))

And then we'll have practices again on Monday. Eh. It's okay. :) And Raphael will be there, I think. Hope so. ^___^

Labels: journal, Mirabello

Saturday, November 27, 2010

5:37 AM

Pissed

News flash: I am not gonna study in Mapua anymore in college. Why? I might just drop out. :)) If I enroll there, a lotta money will wasted. I mean, a lot, and really wasted. And of course I won't let my parents waste money on me, because I am not a waste. I am not crap - even if that's how you make me feel everyday. :PPP

And now I have no idea where to go. :)) If I say La Salle, my mom's gonna insist that I study at DLSC which is near CDBS, which is really suckish. I hate being near my previous school when I go to college. That's so . . . Eeew. :)) No offense to certain people out there. It's just how I feel. I want to be far away from my school in high school when I go to college so that I could really start a new life. And how is that gonna happen now if I enroll in DLSC, or even in Malayan? Daaaaamn. No way am I going to study there!!

I wanna go far away. I want to escape! And then come back when I get bored in my escape hatch. :))

I've been very hot-headed lately. Haven't you noticed? If you haven't noticed, it's either we don't see each other everyday, or you're not really my friend. :)) But yeah. This week, it was like everything pissed me off. Well, at least except those things that made me happy, but only for a while. Then I get pissed again. I'm even pissed right now. And in the classroom earlier while we were having a quiz and the whole class was noisy, I was very, very pissed because I couldn't think straight because of the noise. ~~Damn you all.~~

And that's one more thing: I couldn't think straight this past week. I guess it's because of the fact that everything pissed me off. And I couldn't calm down right away. *sigh* I wish I knew what it is that made me feel better. Because I thought I knew what would but apparently I was wrong. I was VERY wrong. *sigh again* ~~Stupid people.~~ I hate you.

I still couldn't get over that thing that really pissed me off earlier today. I was really insulted back there. And I'm not one to forget. I still remember the feeling, and I'm going to remember that feeling forever. Seriously, that was the most annoying thing anyone could ever say to me. I felt so stupid. And by stupid I mean dumb. Noobish. Suckish. Like working with me is the worst thing someone could ever do. Like everyone else was so much better than me. Like I had no worth to anyone.

Remembering it makes me even angrier, because, if I did that to you, wouldn't you feel the same way? I mean, unless, of course, you don't have a heart, and I feel like you really don't have one.

*SIGH* I'm really sorry to all those who actually give a damn about this blog. I just really needed to let it all out.

Labels: college, rant

Friday, November 26, 2010

5:49 AM

I'll keep fighting, gonna keep climbing. :)

Read my previous blog to make this one make sense for you. :))

Yesterday, during Chemistry time, Tr. Tina called me and Raphael's attention and she said that it was for the Ateneo Juniors' Summer Review Seminar. My heart jumped for joy (no pun intended) once I heard that. Wew!! :D I didn't know what it was about yet but I definitely was already happy. :)

Then Raphael and I went to the guidance office, and Tr. Nini explained to us the details about it. 8 whole weeks, Monday to Friday, 8:00-3:30, in Ateneo in Loyola, for a review seminar which is for free! The free part is what really caught me, and of course the Ateneo part. That would be really cool! I sooooo wanna join, but then there are some problems about it. Eh, gonna worry about that later. :))

I am still so happy about that. About the other things in my life lately, though, I'm not so happy about. Everything and everyone are just frustrating me right now. And I don't have any idea what's going to make me feel better. Sleep? Not enough hours. Ice cream? Too cold. I'm already cold. Cold-hearted. Food? Dunno how to prepare.

Oh and speaking of food, we cooked today in GT. Haha! Ours was a failure, though. But we learned from it. Yes, we did. :)) Next week it's going to be different for our group. :P Haha.

Am I really that mean? I mean, really mean, and not in the funny way anymore? :)) Just tell me. I might cry but just know that I'll be glad if you tell me the truth. :D

Damn, I feel really stupid right now. And no, it's not because of what I'm typing in this blog. :P

*sigh* I want to say more but I can't really say it here. Oh well . . . And I have nothing else to tell you . . .

Oh, the newscasting thingy for English! To be honest, it's actually boring me right now. Yeah, I'm bored. :( But we had a shooting today, and it was real fun. :) We stayed in school a little later than expected, because my dad arrived late, as expected. HAHA. I didn't even get to . . . Never mind. :P It's all good now, anyway. x]

I'm thinking about just giving up. I am on the "edge of the cliff," and I'm "barely hanging on." I mean, let's pretend you and me are actually on a cliffside, and I actually slipped and fell but caught on a branch or a rock or something there. And it's like YOU DON'T EVEN CARE. And it's like you notice the other people around you instead of this person you're with who's on the verge of death because you choose to notice her and wouldn't help save her. What is with you, man? I am seriously hating you right now. People like you SUCK. I should just give up on you. And I am this close. People like you shouldn't even be liked at all.

Drama much. Haha. :)) But that's honestly how I feel right now. I told you, everyone and everything upsets me once I get upset by something really big. :P

Sorry for the really long blog. At least I think it's a really long blog. :)) I've just got a lot on my mind right now. :(

I am just the ~~best~~ ~~second-best~~ ~~third-best~~ ~~fourth-best~~ FIFTH-BEST. That's all I ever am to you. You are never going to settle for someone like me. D-bag.

Labels: journal, school

Thursday, November 25, 2010

4:29 AM

The Other Side of Down

It's a song by David Archuleta, and when I first listened to it I didn't like it very much, but when I listened to it over and over again, I started to get the hang of it, and I understood the lyrics. It's very inspirational for my studies. :))

I might get tossed around, but I'm always bouncing back

I could give up, I could stay stuck, or I could move on

So I put one foot front of the other

No no no nothing's gonna break my stride

I keep climbing, gonna keep fighting until I make it to the other side of down . . .

It's my song right now in my blog. Listen to it! It's really awesome. I'm LSS-ed to it now. It's gonna continue to play in my head until the 3rd quarter ends. :))

So how's my life since Friday, you ask? I guess it's been pretty swell. Yesterday, we had volleyball in PE. I didn't play much, actually. And when I did get in the game, I didn't do anything. I even went away from the ball. :)) What? I don't know anything about volleyball. :)) And I was really pretty scared, and self-conscious. Hahaha! :)) We lost the two games against Paige's team (DUH!), but the second game was pretty close, so I guess it's okay. Our next sports are badminton and soccer, my two favorites, so I'm hoping the rest of 3rd quarter PE will be good to me. Excited to play soccer again. It's been a long while now. Deciding whether to play a defender or the goal keeper. Oh well. I have two weeks to think about something as small as that. :P

Because I've got other things to worry about. Like the competitions. :)) For us, though, it's not about the competition. It's just about our English project. It's about having a high grade in that subject and working hard to get it. But our newscasting is still in the works. Gonna start the real practice tomorrow - hopefully. Hopefully everyone will come.

And what else happened to me today? Oh, someone told me something. Thanks for that someone. That someone is a girl, in case she still doesn't know. :)) Thanks. :P

And then someone else told me another thing that pissed me off. This is about a gay person which I will not state the name here. Some of my friends already know who that is. I'm not discriminating or anything, mind you, I just really hate him and that's what I'm going to call him in this blog.

It seems like I'm always fighting someone. Does that make me a war freak? I'm sorry. :))

Okay, I'm gonna go now. I forgot that I have an assignment in Chemistry and English. Man, I forgot to bring home my English notebook again. Stupid me! Tsk. Oh well. I can still do it tomorrow.

Until next time. ;) Or maybe tomorrow. Haha.

Labels: journal, others, school

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

3:04 AM

So how was your day?

Went to SM Mall of Asia for the first time with my family today. Hahaha! :)) We shopped for some clothes. I mean window shopped. :))))) Oh, and there was a spot where a lot of condo units were being advertised. We stopped and looked at the one in Makati, I think it's called Jazz Residences. Hmm. I think it's for me. HAHA, assuming me. :)) But I think so. And I sooooooo want to stay in a condo when I'm college, if I won't stay at home. I don't like dorms because you share it with people you don't know. What if they'll be bad influences or something, right? :)) So for me, a condo is better because it's all yours, therefore it's all peace and quiet and you can do whatever you want without anyone judging or scolding you or anything. As long as you're reasonable with what you're doing in there. :)

But to be honest, I got scared thinking that I'll be all alone in my "home" (if it is for me) when I'm in college. Awhile ago, college actually scared me. X_X By the way, Mapua-Makati is not going to be an option anymore. Mom said nursing's their main course there. But I can take engineering in the main college there in Intramuros. Manila. Wew. So there's actually a chance that I can go to UST! Even if it's all about medicine, I'm still gonna try for engineering. =)) And in La Salle Taft. :) Wew! College talk again. Sorry. :))

We watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, by the way, while waiting for dad, since he went to Quezon to deliver something. Yeah! We watched the first part of the last movie even if we haven't watched the other movies or read the first books yet. Hahahahahaha! =)) Oh, well. But I'm going to start reading the series on Christmas break to finally catch up. Because it feels like my sister and I are the only ones in school who haven't got a clue about Hogwarts and . . . stuff. :)) And my mom's going to buy DVDs that we can watch. Yes. =))

And we tasted Krispy Kreme donuts for the first time today. :)) I've been seeing people eat those in Myx since first year, I think, and so I've always wanted to try. So when we finally bought some, I was satisfied. Danielle said it was sweet, but I couldn't taste much because of my cold. =)) And we took a look at some phones. Saw that the Nokia C3 costs about 6 thousand pesos. Hmmmmm! I can save up for that! :D:D Raffy's phone is like that, and I've been in love with it ever since I saw it last August. :))))

Well, that's it for my 21. Huh. I'm kind of blogging regularly again, huh? Maybe it's just because of the interesting happenings this past week. Will something interesting happen tomorrow and the rest of the week? Maybe. English practices are starting for all three sections. Excited to practice, and excited to see all the performances. I'm sure all three will be awesome again. x]

Labels: college, journal

Sunday, November 21, 2010

4:31 AM

Dear Klariza.

Hi, Klariza. How are you? Well, you probably don't care about us anymore. But we care about YOU. At least, we did. I did. Now? Well, now . . . Do you even want us to still care for you? Because even if you didn't care about us, we cared about you. We tried to come to you ourselves, but you chose to push us away. What's up with that?

Why did you ignore: Vielka, Abby, Pambid, Astrid, and so many other Bosconians who saw you that day? Our monthsary?? Okay, so maybe ignoring them was still acceptable, but Vielka . . . What ever happened to KCHAMJDV? Or what, did you forget that already? We tried talking to you. You're not answering. Why? WHYYYY?!?!?!?!?!

We couldn't understand anymore. We tried to, but this has gone on too long. That was very insulting when you didn't talk to Vielka. You didn't even say "Hi" back. Just that! Why is that so hard for you to do? What happened to you?

Oh, well. I know you're not going to read this anyway. But I just wanted to rant about you. For the first and the last time. You don't want to talk to us, then we're not talking to you. You're going to act like you don't know us, well we don't even know who you are. If that's what you want, then fine. Because friends don't leave friends alone waiting in the dark.

Labels: rant

Saturday, November 20, 2010

7:51 PM

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