volcano on the balcony!

FYL - Voldemort

Ganito kasi yun. Kahit busy ka, basta ba gusto mong makasama ang isang tao, gagawin mo ang lahat para makasama mo yung taong yun. Yung tipong, kahit nag-aaral ka para sa exam, magrereply ka pa rin sa text ko, at hindi mo gagawing excuse ang pagiging BUSY mo. Hindi ko naman sinasabing i-BI natin ang isa't isa sa kabagsakan, pero at least, make time, kahit konti lang naman. Pinakaayaw kong excuse yung 'busy.' Parang napaka-walang kwentang dahilan yun para iwan mo ang isang taong importante sa'yo. Nakakainis lang, eh. Wala man lang sorry. Pero dati naman, di ka ganyan.

Labels: rant

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

11:18 PM

Remind me to buy "A Gathering of Days" by Joan W. Blos

And I always find, and I always find something wrong. You've been putting up with my sh*t just way too long.

I love this song! :D Haha. No, seriously. It's awesome. Listen to it! It's called "Runaway" by Kanye West. ;) In a way, I can relate to this song. Because I'm a jerk off, yet people still love me. O_O Can you believe it? People - some, not many, though - actually love me! xP Even JOKE does. :D I can feel it. Yes, I can. =)) I saw Joke awhile ago. I miss talking to Joke. Soooooooooooooo much! Damn. Stupid me. I leave Joke alone since, I dunno, since . . . Secret. :)) And now I'm paying the price. Aww. Maybe tomorrow, I'll find Joke again. :) I hope so. I'm missing our moments. x]]]

Should I even talk about today? I mean, does it even matter? I'm talking about the exams, okay? In school we received news today . . . Ate Erin just passed away. We were all so shocked. :( Our deepest condolences to Joanna and her family. :(

And my mom just got home from the hospital! Now we have to take extra special care of her. It's actually weird, having things the other way around. I mean, I never thought this day would come while I'm still in high school. Hehe. It's not that hard. Just something that I'm not used to. She's gonna be at home all times for about two months for full recovery. And me, my sister, and our cousin, are gonna be her angels. :))

Hmm, what else should I say? Oh, EK and sleepover plans are cancelled. But it's okay, I guess. I have a lot of plans for the Christmas vacation. Remember my list? Yeah. :)) Plus we're gonna use the Wii! Did I tell you that already? I thought our aunt gave us a Wii for Christmas. But it's for our cousin. =)) But it has two remotes AND nunchucks. It's be gonna be installed in our house, so we can play with it whenever we want! Mwahaha! =)) Kidding. But I really am excited. There's even a "Dancing with the Stars" game for it. COOL! I can exercise now! =))

Okay, I really am out now. :D

Labels: journal, others

4:35 AM

Shh. Don't tell.

Should I stay, should I go? Well, I really don't know. Lately, I've been missing you so.

For some weird reason (or for no reason at all), I was down in the dumps today. Hmm. Or maybe I was just really tired. Tired of what? You may ask. Tired of everything. But it all ended today. Well, except for CLVE, because we have to make a letter as our project. A letter to someone I don't know and is halfway across the globe. Well, that's new. :)) Mine's name is Eric. Sounds like he's just there around the corner, huh? :)) Some got names that sound . . . new. Not weird. But new. :D I think Hanna's the one who got Soffy. Nice name. :)) Wew.

And speaking of CLVE, Sir Carlos said that I'm going to be one of the participants for the Bible Quiz thing on January of next year in DB Pampanga (oh yeah, I'm coming to find YOU!). COOL. I hope that's real and not just something I'm just gonna be hoping for but will never come true. :)) Like . . . Never mind. :)) Anyway, speaking of extra-curricular activities, I'm not going to attend the Ateneo Juniors' Summer Seminar anymore. Today's the deadline of the submission of application forms, and I wasn't even halfway through. I didn't even make the "short" essay required because I didn't know an essay was required. *sigh* Oh well. My family and I were busy this week. Even if I wanted to go, I guess it just wasn't meant to be . . . =))

Thanks for everyone who prayed for mom, by the way. The operation was successful, as dad said. :) Thanks for your prayers. :) We're gonna go to the hospital that she's staying tomorrow. And we're gonna review there. Yep. 3rd quarterly exam is finally here. Next week, and first day: AP, IT, and Drafting. Damn. My three dreaded subjects. Why? AP: I ain't good at memorizing stuff that aren't related to me. Call me self-absorbed. IT: It's hard to memorize all those codes at once. And I've learned in the past 2 quarters that I really need to study extra hard for this subject. Dammit. Drafting: Just not my thing. I'm thinking about NOT studying engineering in college because it requires a lotta Drafting. DAMMIT! Engineering requires math and drafting. My "strongest" and weakest subjects. How am I going to balance those two? Ugh. Why can't just Drafting leave me alone and happy for my life? :(

By the way, we sorta redeemed ourselves today, this morning. At least today we didn't have any technical difficulty. :)) I'm talking about our Music project. Music homework. Music seatwork. Music quizzes. Music quarterly test. Music. Everything. Our grade there will be the basis of the rest of our grades for Music. WOW. Well, we didn't win - er, get the highest grade, because Turin did. Congrats, Turin!! \m/ :D Haha. We were lower by one point, so that's cool. :D It's for the grade. We didn't add it all up because we were too busy figuring out who's higher. :)))))

And, um, what else should I say here? Nothing else? :)) I gotta clean the bookshelves now. I'm actually cleaning. Go me. :)) Damn. I wish it would be next week already. Christmas Party!! Yeah, right, as if I'm actually excited for that. =)) No, my best friends and I are going to EK after school, and then right after that, we're going to have a sleepover at Hanna's house. Oh yeah. First FO (friend sleepover) ever. \m/ :))))) I do hope it pushes through! :D I'm gonna bring some DVDs, including Charlie St. Cloud. Ah, Zac Efron. 8-> :))

Oh no, I haven't bought my super closest friends gifts yet. Well, they're super extra special. :)) Sorry you guys. I'm gonna make it up to you next year. :) :(((( I'm excited though about . . . Okay, never mind, I won't broadcast it here. :)))))

I want to type more and tell you everything, everything that's been happening to me. The mood swings, the confusion, everything. But I can't. But I want to. It's so fun to type! :)))) xP Haha. Anyways, I guess I better go now. AWW. Until next time. I think that next time's going to be next Saturday. Yeah!! x]

Plans for Christmas vacation:

Read the Harry Potter series
Watch the Harry Potter series
Movie marathon with the newly bought DVDs
Continue and finish Crescendo (Seriously, I've only started on ONE page. Sorry, Vielks!)
Clean house (?)
Make more mean Vegas Pro videos
Study the bible (Amen.)
Cook foods for Christmas and New Year
Be with YOU :) (Ain't gonna happen. Huh.)
Rest.
Relax.
Enjoy the two freakin' weeks of no classes until we go back and see each other again.

BTW, nothing good happened on December 7 of this year. It was kinda funny. Okay, not really because I was mad and depressed and sad and confused that day. But it's all good, all right now. :D

Labels: journal, school

Friday, December 10, 2010

4:45 AM

Since Tumblr is down tonight...

I'm gonna put my "playlist of the day" right here. Actually, this is for tomorrow, but who cares. :))

Enchanted - Taylor Swift
Dammit Janet - Glee
Closer You and I - Sponge Cola
Need You Now - Lady Antebellum
Hey, Soul Sister - Glee
I've Had (The Time of My Life) - Glee
I'll Be - Edwin McCain
Perfect Two - Auburn
Just the Way You Are - Bruno Mars
Hold My Hand - Akon & Michael Jackson

It's December 7 tomorrow! I'm very excited. :D I should do something extra special. But what? I have no idea! :)))) Hmmmmmmmmmm. Think, Denise. THINK! :-?

Gosh, I've made quite a progress this past year with you, because of you. :D

Labels: random

Monday, December 6, 2010

4:47 AM

Close your eyes and PRAY :)

I've been receiving text messages about tomorrow. They're all saying, "Good luck to all 3rd year sections," because tomorrow will be the announcement of the winner of the newscasting competition.

Am I nervous? Is Mirabello nervous, scared of losing? HELL NO. We already know we're going to lose because of what happened last Thursday. We don't need good luck for tomorrow. We need good luck - er, good vibrations for Tuesday. :) Good luck to Turin and Mornese. You both did a heck of a job last Thursday. :D

Stayed up late tonight because of the Drafting project. Huh. It was kinda hard to make. You hear that, Margie? It wasn't super hard, just kinda. Mwahahaha. :))) Three more projects to go before all this is over. Gonna continue the Health tomorrow afternoon since my cousin started it last night. Phew. Thank God for family.

Speaking of family . . . and Health . . . Yeah, it's related. See, our Health teacher was away for the whole 2nd quarter cause she had her ovaries removed. And that same thing is going to happen to our mom on Thursday. Plus her uterus. No more baby brother for us. HAHA. Her operation is on Thursday, so please please please pray that it will be a successful one. She said she needs to, like, fart immediately after the operation. :))) Funny mom. Haha.

I usually don't share things like these, but it's not like I'm posting this on Facebook and everyone is going to see. No, only you few blessed and enthusiastic blog-readers are going to know what is happening in my life right now. (Ha, not even all of it.)

It's 12:30am. Damn, I hope I can wake up early four hours later. :P

Labels: Mirabello, others

Sunday, December 5, 2010

8:22 AM

Covalent bonding with Mira :))

Wew! So, how did this day start? Umm, I forgot! XDXD Oh . . . CHEM!! Tr. Tina was in a good mood today, and all of us were laughing. At her. Blanky taught us about . . . the, umm . . . something. =)) Now that was hilarious. =))

Okay, a few hours passed . . . Until it was Trigo time. The quiz was so freaking hard. Fortunately, I finished it - with no time to spare. While I was taking the quiz, everyone was asking me questions and borrowing my eraser . . . Dammit, get your own freaking eraser!! I was on the verge of screaming earlier because I couldn't concentrate on the quiz with all the people - NOISY people. And that it is the one thing I could not stand while taking an exam. I mean, seriously, how the heck can you freaking focus on finding the answers when everyone around you is in a freaking rush? It makes me feel in a rush too, and that is not a good feeling while taking a math quiz or exam. So yeah, I was pretty pissed off. Again.

In lunch time, I had a date with Hanna. Ew. (HAHA. Kidding!) She told me about the living vine movie she saw last night. It was real creepy!! Wew. Haha. X_X We reviewed for the AP quiz (to be taken during our Filipino period), but it was almost no help. :)) Damn, I'm failing everything.

I had a semi-peaceful nap while waiting for Sir Carlos, because Nathan and Nica kept bickering. I woke up and went back to nap again twice, and after that, Sir Carlos finally arrived. We had a recitation. Sir Carlos calls a bunch of students and one by one they answer his questions. And I was called today!! Gad, that was so nerve-wracking.

After that was club time, and we 3rd year and 4th year girls had a talk in the AVR about vocation. But enough about that, because it was finished really fast. So we girls went back to our respective classrooms. We wrote some things on our blackboard. >:) And then we went out to the corridor to make it seem like we weren't the culprits. =)) Hahaha! We Mira girls hung out there, singing and talking . . . and then FLIP TOP!! Hanna and Nica battled, with Tr. Tina watching. =))) Funny!! XDXD And after that we talked about flip top to the boys, and some girls made one for them when they come. :)))) We waited for them for sooooo long!! It wasn't embarrassing or anything - it was actually real fun. XD After that we all left. x]

Girls versus boys on Monday? HAHAHA! Funny! :))))

Labels: journal, Mirabello, school

Friday, December 3, 2010

3:51 AM

A series of unfortunate events...

Everything and everyone was in order . . . Until it was OUR turn to present. We were the last contestants. We were backstage, and the technical team was preparing the laptop . . . But the videos wouldn't show. THE VIDEOS WOULDN'T SHOW. How the heck are we supposed to present our news without an intro and the other videos? Pambid even cried after the contest. He, Timoy and the others worked really hard for this. We ALL really worked hard for this. All those days of practice, all those afternoons that we sacrificed just for this - all of them, wasted. We even presented without the videos. Some were shown, but they were all lags. Daaaaaamn! All our efforts, wasted. That was the most heartbreaking part. And they didn't even give us a chance to open the videos. That was what got me off. . . .

And then while changing, we learned that we'll be presenting again our news on Tuesday in English time, BUT without the audience. Only Tr. Ching will watch us for our grade. Well, at least SHE gave us a chance, and I couldn't ask for more than that. :) Earlier in the contest I kind of wanted to win . . . but after the incident, all I want now is for us to present our best. All I want is for us Mirabello to prove ourselves . . . to ourselves. That we can do better than what we did today. And all I want now is a high grade for all of us. :)) That's why I'm very excited for Tuesday, even if there's no crowd anymore. [ Hey, can someone bring a camera along with a tripod next Tuesday?? =))) ]

Okay, enough with the English. Oh, but wait! Someone made me even angrier at what happened because of something. I'd rather not talk about it, but it really makes me mad. That's all I can say about it.

We watched the contest for the 4th year! But only Nakatsu. Not even Chofu or Miyazaki. Tsk!

And in GT we finally redeemed ourselves. Fish fillet, Caesar salad, and mushroom soup! The mushroom was half-fail because it was burnt and it didn't actually look like soup. :)) But the Caesar salad . . . All props to Jay. =D> :D Hahaha! No, really! He was super great at it. \m/ Haha. And I ate a lot there! Yeah!! =))

It was dismissal after that. I was excited to go home early . . . until Kuya Jorge said that my parents texted him and told him that I should stay in school (no, literally) with my sister because no one's at home yet. So I started reading Crescendo . . . Damn, was that a fail. Luckily (?) Meg showed up. We started to walk around the school, but we went inside the computer lab to do some ECHOES stuff. Darn it! :)) Only me, Meg, Abby, Sir Leo, and two other freshmen girls were there. Hehe. :) And then Sir Leo told me to encode some articles from the newsletter projects of the first year peoples. Wew. And after that I went home.

Weeeeee. (Not really.) Gonna watch Inception now. So exciting. Yey! =)) Bye, guys. =))

Labels: journal, Mirabello, school

Thursday, December 2, 2010

4:03 AM

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