AWESOMENESS in the HOUSE!

the era of awesomeness has begun.

A splashful day



HHHHHHHHyyyyyyypeeeeeeeerr today!! So many things happening. Yesterday we had another practice in SRE2. In the morning we had a pictorial with our costumes (of course, duh). That was very fun! Ohhhh! Before that we had a shooting for our first commercial. That was epic. Haha. XDXD After that was the very cool pictorial. x] After the pictorial we changed clothes. Hanna and I ate some spaghetti and brownies prepared by Patrick Ilao, and then we headed off to Paseo. Crossed the road again. :))) Went to Shakey's, but seeing that Christine, Hanna and Vielka were almost finished, Hanna and I went to another restaurant.

PANCAKE HOUSE
Heck yeah, we ate at pancake house! :)) Just Hanna and I. I ordered tacos and it was funny, the way I ate. Yeah, yeah. :)) Oh, and we ordered frozen yogurt, with mango as our topping. It was my very first time to eat such thing. :)) After waiting for the bill (which took longer than it should have), we headed straight to Starbucks, where Millare and DM and Francis were waiting . . . Oops, sorry, wrong people. :)) But we really did see them there. :D And then we went upstairs, and we found the three again. XD

LAUGH AND LOVE MOMENTS :)
We were all so hyper in Starbucks. We didn't know why. :)) I was laughing so hard. Probably because it felt good to bond with my best friends. :) Well, not all of them because two were away, but at least it was still fun. :D And then we headed to Yellow Cab to see Michelle (and pee). XDXD But the CR was broken, so we moved to find another one. Hanna and I went inside Shakey's just to pee there. =)) It was so rebellious. =)) But Christine, Jonina and Vielka went to the CR near National Book Store so we still waited for them. When they came, we all crossed the street to the other side. \m/ Woooooooooooo! Then we said goodbye because they were going to SRE1. Awwww!!

WHAT TO DO NOW?
We were suuuper late. :)))) We saw Sean just arrived there, and Raffy left, and Keanu and William were already swimming, and Nica was just soaking wet. :)) Apparently the two guys splashed water at her and so she became wet. :)) While waiting for the others (a.k.a. Timoy and company), Hanna and I and the rest were just sitting there. Then Keanu came and started hugging her! Well, it wasn't hug so much as torture. :)))) Poor Hanna. =)) We took some candid shots and did other fun stuff . . . then we started shooting. Pew! Pew! Pew! =))

SHOOTING
Some (just a few - seriously, just a few) changed into their swimming outfits. And then we started shooting. Girls first. The first take was very awkward - and very fake. =)) But the second shooting . . . well, that was kind of unexpected. I mean, yeah, it was scripted, but, you know. :)) And then they started shooting the guys, then both. With someone. :)) Well, that was funny. =)) After that we changed clothes and freshened up. And the shooting was done!

WALANG FRIEND
In the end, I was left all alone. Hahaha. :)) I'm too lazy to tell you the details about it, but don't worry, it wasn't much. I just became a loner for about 30 minutes. :))

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Tuesday, November 30, 2010

3:43 AM

Everyone was so bitter today, I couldn't enjoy my moment. :))



Wow. A lotta interesting things happening to me, huh? Because I'm blogging more frequently than I have been in the past weeks. Cool. I'm back. :D

Anyway, today we had practices for English in Sta. Rosa Estates 2. I arrived an hour late, even though I told the others that I'll be leaving the house about fifteen minutes before the said time of practice. :)) But it was okay since not a lot were still there anyway.

After a few more started coming, we did a quick run-through of our scripts. Then Paige, Margie, Pambid, Chelsea, Nica and Kyle went to Sta. Rosa Village 2 for a part of the show. I won't tell it here yet so it'll be a surprise. XD Astrid, Karla, Krista and I were supposed to go too but we didn't. So we headed to 7/11 and bought snacks. Michelle and Reg came from Japanese class, and then we walked to Paseo for some lunch. We were laughing because it felt like we were just one group walking for a stroll or something . . . :)) And then we went inside Shakey's, and we had a really hard time just ordering pizza. :)) Seriously. We didn't know which flavor and which size to choose. We even computed for it. :)) After ordering, Hanna came. Then we came up with a name for us: "Demikarehastarid." \m/ :))))) Funny. And then Paige and Margie and the others came back from SRV2, but we were already finished eating, so we left ahead of them. Oh by the way, Jay, Jovielle, Jaro and Djyrin ate at Red Ribbon, which was just across Shakey's. Jay and Hanna were funny. =))

And then we went back to 7-11 because Reg and Michelle bought drinks. Oh, Sam came with us, by the way. I think she came from chorale practice. We took a few pictures. XD And then we started to walk back to SRE2. It was a long walk, man. :)) We hung out at the clubhouse while waiting for the others. When they came, we started with the project. We started shooting for a segment of our news. I won't tell this one yet, either. XD For that shooting, we did three takes. :))) Then after that we went to Patrick's house for another dry-run of our scripts, but with more people this time.

After that, we were all kinda just chilling. :)) Then I went with Hanna to the CR in the clubhouse, and Michelle and Margie followed us. Hanna and I walked to the mini-playground and started to swing. Hanna went to the lower one, and I, of course, went to the higher one . . . But it was a total fail. Michelle had to push me so that I could enjoy. =)) And then we all started taking turns in the swing, the pony, and, um, the little ride for four persons. :)) And we spent about I think half an hour just playing there and laughing so very hysterically. It took so long that when we came back to Ilao's house they actually thought we already went to Starbucks for snacks. :))

Hair effect on one certain classmate out there . . . I can't wait for them to see ya, man! :)) XD

At 4PM Michelle, Hanna, Margie and I left SRE2 and headed back to Paseo. We ordered at Starbucks, and talked about, um, stuff. Weeeeee. :) And I was suddenly happy! x] =)) I was even drooling there. :)) =))))) We left at about 6PM and we left Hanna there. Aww! :P

That last part right there. That was what mattered to me today. I don't care about the rest. =)) Kidding. Haha.

I want to say more (as usual) but you've caught on in my life so I can't say anything else. :P Maybe tomorrow.

Oh! Tomorrow, we're going Christmas shopping! We'll be riding the LRT and MRT again. I won't say where we're going, but if you do, just don't say it to anyone else. :)))) Wew. I currently have 26 people on my list to give gifts to, and that doesn't include the teachers yet. :)) Oh, another one added. Nice Facebook stat. Hahaha. :))

And then we'll have practices again on Monday. Eh. It's okay. :) And Raphael will be there, I think. Hope so. ^___^

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Saturday, November 27, 2010

5:37 AM

Pissed



News flash: I am not gonna study in Mapua anymore in college. Why? I might just drop out. :)) If I enroll there, a lotta money will wasted. I mean, a lot, and really wasted. And of course I won't let my parents waste money on me, because I am not a waste. I am not crap - even if that's how you make me feel everyday. :PPP

And now I have no idea where to go. :)) If I say La Salle, my mom's gonna insist that I study at DLSC which is near CDBS, which is really suckish. I hate being near my previous school when I go to college. That's so . . . Eeew. :)) No offense to certain people out there. It's just how I feel. I want to be far away from my school in high school when I go to college so that I could really start a new life. And how is that gonna happen now if I enroll in DLSC, or even in Malayan? Daaaaamn. No way am I going to study there!!

I wanna go far away. I want to escape! And then come back when I get bored in my escape hatch. :))

I've been very hot-headed lately. Haven't you noticed? If you haven't noticed, it's either we don't see each other everyday, or you're not really my friend. :)) But yeah. This week, it was like everything pissed me off. Well, at least except those things that made me happy, but only for a while. Then I get pissed again. I'm even pissed right now. And in the classroom earlier while we were having a quiz and the whole class was noisy, I was very, very pissed because I couldn't think straight because of the noise. Damn you all.

And that's one more thing: I couldn't think straight this past week. I guess it's because of the fact that everything pissed me off. And I couldn't calm down right away. *sigh* I wish I knew what it is that made me feel better. Because I thought I knew what would but apparently I was wrong. I was VERY wrong. *sigh again* Stupid people. I hate you.

I still couldn't get over that thing that really pissed me off earlier today. I was really insulted back there. And I'm not one to forget. I still remember the feeling, and I'm going to remember that feeling forever. Seriously, that was the most annoying thing anyone could ever say to me. I felt so stupid. And by stupid I mean dumb. Noobish. Suckish. Like working with me is the worst thing someone could ever do. Like everyone else was so much better than me. Like I had no worth to anyone.

Remembering it makes me even angrier, because, if I did that to you, wouldn't you feel the same way? I mean, unless, of course, you don't have a heart, and I feel like you really don't have one.

*SIGH* I'm really sorry to all those who actually give a damn about this blog. I just really needed to let it all out.

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Friday, November 26, 2010

5:49 AM

I'll keep fighting, gonna keep climbing. :)



Read my previous blog to make this one make sense for you. :))

Yesterday, during Chemistry time, Tr. Tina called me and Raphael's attention and she said that it was for the Ateneo Juniors' Summer Review Seminar. My heart jumped for joy (no pun intended) once I heard that. Wew!! :D I didn't know what it was about yet but I definitely was already happy. :)

Then Raphael and I went to the guidance office, and Tr. Nini explained to us the details about it. 8 whole weeks, Monday to Friday, 8:00-3:30, in Ateneo in Loyola, for a review seminar which is for free! The free part is what really caught me, and of course the Ateneo part. That would be really cool! I sooooo wanna join, but then there are some problems about it. Eh, gonna worry about that later. :))

I am still so happy about that. About the other things in my life lately, though, I'm not so happy about. Everything and everyone are just frustrating me right now. And I don't have any idea what's going to make me feel better. Sleep? Not enough hours. Ice cream? Too cold. I'm already cold. Cold-hearted. Food? Dunno how to prepare.

Oh and speaking of food, we cooked today in GT. Haha! Ours was a failure, though. But we learned from it. Yes, we did. :)) Next week it's going to be different for our group. :P Haha.

Am I really that mean? I mean, really mean, and not in the funny way anymore? :)) Just tell me. I might cry but just know that I'll be glad if you tell me the truth. :D

Damn, I feel really stupid right now. And no, it's not because of what I'm typing in this blog. :P

*sigh* I want to say more but I can't really say it here. Oh well . . . And I have nothing else to tell you . . .

Oh, the newscasting thingy for English! To be honest, it's actually boring me right now. Yeah, I'm bored. :( But we had a shooting today, and it was real fun. :) We stayed in school a little later than expected, because my dad arrived late, as expected. HAHA. I didn't even get to . . . Never mind. :P It's all good now, anyway. x]








I'm thinking about just giving up. I am on the "edge of the cliff," and I'm "barely hanging on." I mean, let's pretend you and me are actually on a cliffside, and I actually slipped and fell but caught on a branch or a rock or something there. And it's like YOU DON'T EVEN CARE. And it's like you notice the other people around you instead of this person you're with who's on the verge of death because you choose to notice her and wouldn't help save her. What is with you, man? I am seriously hating you right now. People like you SUCK. I should just give up on you. And I am this close. People like you shouldn't even be liked at all.

Drama much. Haha. :)) But that's honestly how I feel right now. I told you, everyone and everything upsets me once I get upset by something really big. :P

Sorry for the really long blog. At least I think it's a really long blog. :)) I've just got a lot on my mind right now. :(

I am just the best second-best third-best fourth-best FIFTH-BEST. That's all I ever am to you. You are never going to settle for someone like me. D-bag.

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Thursday, November 25, 2010

4:29 AM

The Other Side of Down



It's a song by David Archuleta, and when I first listened to it I didn't like it very much, but when I listened to it over and over again, I started to get the hang of it, and I understood the lyrics. It's very inspirational for my studies. :))

I might get tossed around, but I'm always bouncing back
I could give up, I could stay stuck, or I could move on
So I put one foot front of the other
No no no nothing's gonna break my stride
I keep climbing, gonna keep fighting until I make it to the other side of down . . .

It's my song right now in my blog. Listen to it! It's really awesome. I'm LSS-ed to it now. It's gonna continue to play in my head until the 3rd quarter ends. :))

So how's my life since Friday, you ask? I guess it's been pretty swell. Yesterday, we had volleyball in PE. I didn't play much, actually. And when I did get in the game, I didn't do anything. I even went away from the ball. :)) What? I don't know anything about volleyball. :)) And I was really pretty scared, and self-conscious. Hahaha! :)) We lost the two games against Paige's team (DUH!), but the second game was pretty close, so I guess it's okay. Our next sports are badminton and soccer, my two favorites, so I'm hoping the rest of 3rd quarter PE will be good to me. Excited to play soccer again. It's been a long while now. Deciding whether to play a defender or the goal keeper. Oh well. I have two weeks to think about something as small as that. :P

Because I've got other things to worry about. Like the competitions. :)) For us, though, it's not about the competition. It's just about our English project. It's about having a high grade in that subject and working hard to get it. But our newscasting is still in the works. Gonna start the real practice tomorrow - hopefully. Hopefully everyone will come.

And what else happened to me today? Oh, someone told me something. Thanks for that someone. That someone is a girl, in case she still doesn't know. :)) Thanks. :P

And then someone else told me another thing that pissed me off. This is about a gay person which I will not state the name here. Some of my friends already know who that is. I'm not discriminating or anything, mind you, I just really hate him and that's what I'm going to call him in this blog.

It seems like I'm always fighting someone. Does that make me a war freak? I'm sorry. :))

Okay, I'm gonna go now. I forgot that I have an assignment in Chemistry and English. Man, I forgot to bring home my English notebook again. Stupid me! Tsk. Oh well. I can still do it tomorrow.

Until next time. ;) Or maybe tomorrow. Haha.

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Tuesday, November 23, 2010

3:04 AM

So how was your day?



Went to SM Mall of Asia for the first time with my family today. Hahaha! :)) We shopped for some clothes. I mean window shopped. :))))) Oh, and there was a spot where a lot of condo units were being advertised. We stopped and looked at the one in Makati, I think it's called Jazz Residences. Hmm. I think it's for me. HAHA, assuming me. :)) But I think so. And I sooooooo want to stay in a condo when I'm college, if I won't stay at home. I don't like dorms because you share it with people you don't know. What if they'll be bad influences or something, right? :)) So for me, a condo is better because it's all yours, therefore it's all peace and quiet and you can do whatever you want without anyone judging or scolding you or anything. As long as you're reasonable with what you're doing in there. :)

But to be honest, I got scared thinking that I'll be all alone in my "home" (if it is for me) when I'm in college. Awhile ago, college actually scared me. X_X By the way, Mapua-Makati is not going to be an option anymore. Mom said nursing's their main course there. But I can take engineering in the main college there in Intramuros. Manila. Wew. So there's actually a chance that I can go to UST! Even if it's all about medicine, I'm still gonna try for engineering. =)) And in La Salle Taft. :) Wew! College talk again. Sorry. :))

We watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, by the way, while waiting for dad, since he went to Quezon to deliver something. Yeah! We watched the first part of the last movie even if we haven't watched the other movies or read the first books yet. Hahahahahaha! =)) Oh, well. But I'm going to start reading the series on Christmas break to finally catch up. Because it feels like my sister and I are the only ones in school who haven't got a clue about Hogwarts and . . . stuff. :)) And my mom's going to buy DVDs that we can watch. Yes. =))

And we tasted Krispy Kreme donuts for the first time today. :)) I've been seeing people eat those in Myx since first year, I think, and so I've always wanted to try. So when we finally bought some, I was satisfied. Danielle said it was sweet, but I couldn't taste much because of my cold. =)) And we took a look at some phones. Saw that the Nokia C3 costs about 6 thousand pesos. Hmmmmm! I can save up for that! :D:D Raffy's phone is like that, and I've been in love with it ever since I saw it last August. :))))

Well, that's it for my 21. Huh. I'm kind of blogging regularly again, huh? Maybe it's just because of the interesting happenings this past week. Will something interesting happen tomorrow and the rest of the week? Maybe. English practices are starting for all three sections. Excited to practice, and excited to see all the performances. I'm sure all three will be awesome again. x]

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Sunday, November 21, 2010

4:31 AM

Dear Klariza.



Hi, Klariza. How are you? Well, you probably don't care about us anymore. But we care about YOU. At least, we did. I did. Now? Well, now . . . Do you even want us to still care for you? Because even if you didn't care about us, we cared about you. We tried to come to you ourselves, but you chose to push us away. What's up with that?

Why did you ignore: Vielka, Abby, Pambid, Astrid, and so many other Bosconians who saw you that day? Our monthsary?? Okay, so maybe ignoring them was still acceptable, but Vielka . . . What ever happened to KCHAMJDV? Or what, did you forget that already? We tried talking to you. You're not answering. Why? WHYYYY?!?!?!?!?!

We couldn't understand anymore. We tried to, but this has gone on too long. That was very insulting when you didn't talk to Vielka. You didn't even say "Hi" back. Just that! Why is that so hard for you to do? What happened to you?

Oh, well. I know you're not going to read this anyway. But I just wanted to rant about you. For the first and the last time. You don't want to talk to us, then we're not talking to you. You're going to act like you don't know us, well we don't even know who you are. If that's what you want, then fine. Because friends don't leave friends alone waiting in the dark.

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Saturday, November 20, 2010

7:51 PM

Moments passing in front of me. :)



Okay, so now I am in the mood to tell you what happened last Friday, Nov. 19, 2010. But just the dismissal part because the other parts of that day didn't really matter to me. :))

Sir Toby said he was going to announce the awardees for the 2nd quarter before being dismissed. He first announced the conduct awardees. My name was called. Phew! I really don't know what would happen to me if I wasn't a conduct awardee anymore. I'm sure they'd be really devastated and I'd be freaking disappointed at myself. Luckily, I still made it. Because I really let myself go that quarter. I dunno if it was the hangover I had with the Buwan ng Wika contest that time, but I know it wasn't enough reason to act like the way I'd had during the 2nd quarter. I was one of those who took being a conduct awardee for granted, but I was given a chance to prove myself. That was a motivation, and I'm not going to take it for granted again.

And then Sir Toby started announcing the achievers. The original achievers were all called, plus two more girls - Ruth and Paige. Yes, that's right, Mirabello lost no achievers, only gained more! :) How cool is that? Haha! Then everyone lined up for the signing of the diaries. I approached Raffy, and he was about to cry! No, not of happiness . . . yet. It was because he thought there were no more general scholastic awardees in Mira. Aww!! I was actually pretty scared, too. It was my only chance, you know? But we weren't sure yet, so we asked Sir Toby.

Okay, Raffy asked him, and it was confirmed. We were still in the running to become general scholastic awardees!! Only then did we really jumped for joy. Weeeeeeeeeeeeee! Seriously, I was so freaking happy when I heard that. I jumped up and down, and I was screaming so loud even if my throat was still kinda sore. But I didn't care! I still have a chance! Could you believe that? I still actually have a freaking chance!! :D

And then I saw my grades. I was only proud of one. Actually, I was more grateful than proud. And that motivated me. Everything that day motivated me. I even started working on three projects yesterday. Now would you believe that? Me, actually inspired to do three projects in one whole day. That surprised even me. But I know I've got to keep that going if I want to do my best ever for this 3rd quarter. I shall not fail this time. No, not me. :)

Okay, well, we're going to MOA now. So unbelievable! :)) It's our first time as a family to go to MOA. :)) And it's only my second time, since the first time is the field trip during 1st year. Hahahaha! :))))) Weeeeeeeeeeeeee. So, yeah. I hope we can watch Harry Potter. If not . . . I dunno. :))

So yeah. Until the next time something interesting happens in my life. :)) By the way, it's the 21st today. 3 months, man, 3 months! :))

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7:27 PM

Friends with benefits



Oh, I hate this person so much, forever and always. [ BTW, I'm going to use "this person" instead of pronouns because I wouldn't want you to know if this person's a girl or a boy. Plus, you might get bored of the extra long sentences and of the repeated "this person," meaning you won't bother to read the next paragraph. But I really need to blog about this person, this person who has friends with benefits. ]

Well, this rant isn't going to be that long. I just hate people like that person. People like that person just get on my nerves. Actually, that person's the only person I've ever seen that's like that. And I hate it. It's so insulting. I don't even know why people like that person. That person just . . . sucks. So much.

Okay, rant finished. Not that long, right? :D

TODAY. What happened? Received some good news!! Though I think I'm also going to receive devastating news. :)) Wew . . . But anyways. . . .

Okay, so I am now officially devastated. I can't blog anymore about my happiness because I'm just completely sad now. :)) But I have a few more things to say.

3rd quarter is my redeeming moment. Even if my 4th quarter grade is usually higher, I still love 3rd quarter grade, and I'm the only one who's going to know why. :)) And I'm hoping that that will happen again. This week I made a promise to myself that if I'm still a general scholastic achiever for the 2nd quarter, I will really really really do my best, whatever it takes, to prove myself. Lord, please help me. Please. . . .

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Friday, November 19, 2010

3:16 AM

Who the heck is Klariza?



Happy 1 year and 1 month, KCHAMJDV! :) Okay, so maybe just CHAMJDV. What? K isn't celebrating with us. [-( You wanna know what happened today? Vielka saw her at National in Paseo. She said hi to her, but she just ignored her. And Pambid texted me, too. He, Astrid and Francis saw her in Paseo, but she acted as if she doesn't even know them. Tsk. We still have no idea why she's like that.

Okay, so what else has been happening to me? Well, it's official: I'M SICK. Well, not totally sick, just cold and sore throat. It hurts to speak and I'm getting weak. (Hey, that rhymes!) It's been months since I got sick like this. And I hate it. :(( Why? WHY?! I still have to do projects. And some aren't even given yet. Tsk.

English: I'm not sure what we're going to do yet. It's a class project. Another contest. Wew. Good luck to everyone on this one. O___O
Trigo: Partner = Khielle. And he's actually participating! Applause! :D :)) Our topic = sequences and series. Wew! :)) I haven't started yet. Sshh. Don't tell him.
Filipino: Groupmates = Steph, Takuya, Yian, and Arvi. We did the assignments last week, and tomorrow's the deadline of the submission to Steph so that she could start on the presentation itself. We discussed the design, and it's great. Haha! XD
Geom: Groupmates = Nica and Raffa. We started on it last Saturday in Paseo, where we saw the second cutest guy on earth! (The first cutest guy is YOU. Yes, no one can replace you. XDXD) Anyways, Nica's working on the designs. We're using an illustration board and straws. :D
Chem: Finished! I'm gonna flunk this one. I just know it.
IT: Partner = Margie. Noooooooooooooooooooo! Hahahaha. :)) Just kidding. We haven't started yet, but we know who we're going to interview for the students' information. :)))) Stalking rules.

Oh, well. Good luck to me. There are other projects to come. I told myself that I wouldn't pass late projects this time. The 2nd quarter me is erased from this world. I am sticking with that promise that I wouldn't cram for the projects. I'm procrastinating, yes. :)) But cram? No. It won't happen again.

Friday's card distribution day, by the way. Am I scared? Yes. And nervous. And afraid, and anxious . . . I am not excited at all. Who would be? Okay, maybe those really smart people who know that they did really well in the 2nd quarter. But me . . . Not so much. I just wish the teachers would be considerate just this once . . . And I promise that I'll make it up this quarter, and the next. Please. :(( This is the only thing that matters to me. . . .

HAHA! Just kidding about that. =)) This isn't my top priority! At least not yet. XD (Aiming for a scholarship, remember? :D) But I do like to look back when I'm old, and I want to tell my children proudly that I was a general scholastic, um, person, at least for one year when I was in high school. x) Oh, well.

It's 10 minutes 'til 10 o'clock. I should be asleep by now since I wasn't feeling well. :)) But then I started on this blog about twenty minutes earlier. And now I'm done. Hey, ever noticed that I'm not blogging daily anymore? Yeah, I got lazy. And depressed. But I will blog at least once a week, I promise you that. I don't want to keep my readers waiting. Even if I don't really have any. Hahaha. =)) Okay, guess this is goodbye then. Until the next tragedy comes.

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Tuesday, November 16, 2010

5:18 AM

Taking the word 'paranoid' to a whole new level...



Sorry for the unusually long title. I just can't think of a one-word title right now. :))

It was Filipino time, two periods after lunch and before club time. After discussing the project with Steph, I asked Tr. Gwen's permission for going to CR because I badly needed to pee. So I took the pass card and walked to the CR and into the cubicle. I checked if the flush was working, and it was. Phew. As I closed the door, I suddenly recalled the episode of Criminal Minds where there was this girl and she was alone in the CR then someone killed her there . . . I was so scared!! I even checked if there was a pair of feet outside the cubicle I was staying. O___O And then as I opened the door, I was half-expecting that someone was holding a knife and was ready to stab me. Wew! That was freaking scary so I rushed out of there because I was so alone.

Paranoid, right? Damn. But I'm still gonna continue watching that show. You gotta love it. Agent Jareau and the other agents as well are awesome. :D

P.S. I broke my agreement with Meg. Aww. :)) Punishment: Quiet again on Monday? For real this time. Nica, do not ever speak to me on that day. Please. :))))

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Friday, November 12, 2010

6:06 AM

Forever changing my mind



Some people are commenting on my C-Box. These people are people that I do not know. I was surprised when I saw those names saying that my blog was good. Haha. Thanks. x]

Today was supposed to be a serious day for us juniors. I was serious in different aspects today. I'm serious about the things I do and the paths I choose to take. I'm also serious about asking what jobs there are available when you take B.S. Physical Therapy. And I even got a De La Salle Health Sciences Institute bag just for asking! \m/ :)))) But in all seriousness, I was really thinking about actually enrolling in DLSHI. The show Bones got me interested in anthropology, and I think P.T. is the course for that. [ If I'm wrong about this then lemme know. :) ] Anyway, I'm interested in working at the lab when I graduate, like Dr. Temperance Brennan! Plus she helps solve crimes through her work! The salary is interesting, too! :))) It's high. I just know it. And I wanna be a billionaire so freaking bad! XD

The scholarships . . . Ahh, the scholarships . . . The valedictorian and salutatorian receive a scholarship immediately! Wew. I'm hoping/not hoping for that. What? I still have high dreams, even if I know they won't be completely fulfilled. :)) :P *sigh* Then Gaston started asking about the sports scholarships, and then the speaker said that there's a chorale scholarship, too! Plus, the competitions are international. Ain't that swell? :)

Unfortunately, I'm not actually going to take up P.T. That's just another one of the things I want to achieve but know that I can't, so I won't. :))) But the chorale scholarship's making me think about it. That is a very cool scholarship! :D If only Malayan Colleges Laguna offers that, too. :)) Sadly, no.

Hanna finally saw Reeve at MCL after 9 months! I don't really care, though. =)) Alaine was there, too. He looked cool in the presentation. Wooooooo! \m/ We saw Ate Ramsey, too! :D \m/ :)) Saw many other Bosconians there. Wew. =))

I'm gonna take up Civil Engineering in college. :) I could just go to MCL to study that, you know. But I won't. :)) I kind of hated that they didn't explain much about the courses that they offer, so I don't have much of a background yet. Oh, but the guy at DLSHSI said that engineers will always be in demand, so that would be awesome. :)) Anyway, back to MCL. They also have Multimedia Arts as their course. They even have a Macintosh Lab! Or at least that's what I remember that it's called. :)) I'm interested in taking that, too! I mean, how awesome would it be to make some mean videos? Like the ones they used in their presentation. Cool!! \m/

They also offer HRM and Tourism. Man. There were chefs-in-the-making there. Food!!! Wew. That's all I can say. They even have a model standard room and a presidential suite for practice! How cool is that? Their track is made of rubber. Cool!!!!! :))

Before today, I never even thought I'd take a step in these two campuses. But after we visited them, I actually got a feel of the college life. x] Oh my gosh! I totally forgot about the other activities they have. In DLSHSI they have an "Acoustic Night," where the students could sing and rock out without anyone having to judge them. Literally. It's not a contest, it's just a gathering where you have fun. \m/ Then in MCL they have contests, like "Malayan Idol" and band contests, I think, so those are cool, too! :)

College life, you are scary and exciting at the same time. I have so much expectations about you, just as much as you've got expectations from me, too. Let's not break each other's hearts like what high school's doing to me right now, okay? See you in one and a half years. I'm not exactly sure where I'll go but I know I'm going to meet you.

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Thursday, November 11, 2010

2:00 AM

Good and Bad :(



I know, I know, you don't like what I did. Trust me, I didn't like it, either. But it was hard not to do it. It was the only way to make things "right" again. I'm really sorry. It won't happen again. :(

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Tuesday, November 9, 2010

6:45 AM

Thirty days 'til MY Christmas x]



Watching Glee on ETC right now. It's the Britney episode! \m/ Brittany performed "Slave 4 U." That performance never ceases to amaze me. :)) Brittany, I have a newfound admiration for you! XD And then she and Santana performed "Me Against the Music," and suddenly, I was back to September. . . . :))

Most memorable month of my year so far: September. :) Field trip! Party in the bus with the awesomest people on the face of . . . the high school building. :)) Miyazaki, Tr. Oyette, Sir Chet, plus us Mirabello girls. \m/ Our tour guides aren't even killjoys or anything. x] Then next week we celebrated Xander's birthday for two days! One of the most memorable, umm, outings ever. :)) And then we had the robotics workshop! :)) And then the Auxilium camp, where we met Jeff and Raf and Jad and the others. XDXD September is filled with memories!

But the song "Me Against the Music" actually filled me with memories of Vielka and Eminence singing that song during the speech choir practices. =)) Aww, I miss them! I know I said that already in my blog, but I just really miss them! :)) I miss being excused, too. Although being excused for a week and a half doesn't do you any good in academics. We proved that one. HAHA! But it was really fun. That last week of September was very awesome. :) Besides, I proved something to myself after that. :) :P

I couldn't even last a whole thirty days without you. Yes, you have that effect on me!

It's the 7th today. [ It's Louise's 14th birthday :) ] 7th of November. Know what that means? It's the 11th month. HAHAHA. :)) It actually lasted that long. And it's going to last even more than that. Isn't that great? :)) December 7 is going to be a Tuesday. Or a Wednesday. :D Yey. We're going to see each other. :)) =))

Thirty more days and it's actually going to be an anniversary! The first anniversary! Weeeeee. XD

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Sunday, November 7, 2010

4:25 AM

Even angels have their wicked schemes and you take death to new extremes.



So maybe I'm a masochist
I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave.
Til the walls are goin' up in smoke with all our memories.

Lyrics from Rihanna's song "Love The Way You Lie Part 2" featuring Eminem. :) Discovered it on Tumblr last night. Awesome song. :D It's the song on my blog right now. Listen to it. It's a must-know song. XD

Listening to it right now. :)) The intro makes me want to learn how to play the piano. I've always wanted to, but I never get enrolled into a summer lesson or anything related to it. Too bad. But I'm still hoping. :))

DAMN! Meg won in our bet. :)) She's gonna get more recitation points way ahead of me. Because I lost, I am not going to speak on Thursday. Except for discussions, of course. :P But in other moments of the day, I am going to shut up. I'm going to answer but Meg will give flash cards to choose from. :)) She has 6 recitation points already. I only have one. Yeah, yeah, I'm a noob. :)) I wasn't in the mood to recite today. So as a result, I lost big time. Oh well. Better luck in other recitations. :)))) So if I'm going to be weirder than usual next Thursday, you already know why. ;)

Update of my life: new sitting arrangement for the 3rd quarter SUCKS. Seriously! Our "adviser" even forgot us, the people on the last row. I mean, seriously, WHAT THE FREAKING HELL?!?!?! What kind of adviser is that? Seriously, man. My blood heats up just thinking about that. I hate him to the extremes now. I like my seatmates, don't get me wrong, but I hate where I was placed!! It's like no one will be able to see me back there. Damn. Ugh, I hate that. This was supposed to be a great quarter. But no, he had to ruin it all. EFF!

Then there's the robotics thing on Saturday. At the World Trade Center, man. WORLD TRADE CENTER!! Give chance to others, PSSH. :P I'm frustrated at that statement, because obviously that was not true. Some participants from the robotics seminar last September were also included in the convention (I think) on Saturday. So that's what "give chance to others" mean now, huh? It means picking the same people over and over. And that's what pisses me off. At least there are some who are really new to robotics and they're included in the convention, but for those same people, well . . . I don't know what to say. Lucky you, I guess. Better luck next time for us who stayed.

I'm sorry these are all rants. I'm pretty pissed right now with all that's happening. But I'm cooling off already. Just gonna eat some ice cream and it'll soon be gone.

Okay, I'm gotta go now. Gonna spend some bonding time with my guitar - after ages and ages of waiting. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

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Thursday, November 4, 2010

2:15 AM

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