I have to fight this feeling \m/
I don't know why. Joke is great, but he makes me cry. Well, made me cry. Two times this week, actually. It wasn't entirely his fault, I know. And I know I overreacted. But how else will I react? There's this stupid person who keeps ruining our "moment." No, it's not Tyra . . . :)) I don't care about Tyra anymore. Well, I do, but I'm not jealous anymore. =)) It's a different person. And I'm not loving that person right now. EPAL kasi. :-L
There's Ribbon. =)) I miss my moments with Ribbon. =)) I still have those moments with Ribbon now, but they're not like before. They're not like before because he can never bring back the feeling I had for him the last time. But I still love him. Not like before, but more than ever. :P And at least now he doesn't make me cry. :)) But it's just not the same anymore, and neither I nor he can bring it back. Even if I want to. =)) When I look at him now, I don't feel the way I used to when I look at him before. But then, he's so sweet. I like that about him. But I also don't like that about him. When he does that with other people. =)) I want to be his only one, not his number one. :D
And now, there's Starbucks. One of my friends doesn't like him. Oh wait, let me rephrase that. One of my friends doesn't want me to have a crush on him. They're friends. And Starbucks is also my friend. :P And he's really cute. And he's the perfect distraction for . . . :)) Secret. =)) But I do like him. I like him a lot. And every time I see his name, I scream inside. 8-> And each time I think about him, my mind goes to some kind of emotional paradise. =)) I'm so happy. But the feeling isn't that full yet, and I'm afraid of what else will happen when I push it through with them and then everything else will go wrong. Hmmm. But I wish it will work out with him.
God, I really don't want to like Joke. I love him. A lot. But I don't want to like him anymore. This couldn't happen. :)) Actually, I've always had a crush on him, even when I was a little kid. :D But I guess the feeling is stronger now. Man, can't it be just like when I was a small, innocent child? We'd just play with each other and have fun and I don't have to worry about the other things, and we'd be happy even in the smallest things. Man! I don't want this feeling to grow! XDLabels: others
Sunday, February 14, 2010
3:30 AM
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